The Journey - God's Intended Way

How patient the Lord must be, especially with me.  

It’s been several months now, and everything I could think of I’ve done to lean into hearing what His strategy and plan is for the coming days. 

For some time now, I’ve sensed a transition upon my family and community, something akin to when Elisha took his most prize possessions and slaughtered them (a yoke of oxen) in order to follow Elijah.  Now I don’t have a farm, however God has blessed me in a myriad of ways. 

What is He asking? I find my heart leaning in to hear.  Fighting many days the continued temptation to just forget it and determine that He’s not spoken and things are fine just the way it is … then I again read or listen to how He counts us blessed when we ‘endure’. 

I whisper a prayer again, Your Kingdom come, Your will be done.  I don’t want a life of the status quo – I want His ‘abundant life’ flowing through me, infusing life to everything and everyone around me… above all His design and not mine. 

Anoint me to be dangerous, dangerous for the Kingdom of God here on earth and impassioned to risk all for Your good pleasure.